okay today was fine till a few minutes ago
and to richard ter wee cher , goodbye to you ! and im serious ...
but i never ever asked you to like me! so why is everything just my fault now?! i remember telling you this last time. i dont care whether you like me or not cause i cant control you , but i told you to never ever expect me to give you the same treatment. do you rmb? if you dnt then too bad. if you do then i have nothing to say! when i asked you not to be so nice to me. who was the one who told me that his doing it out of his own good. who!? who? who? i dnt know .. now that i know the real you (?) and about how you feel . ill make it simple ! we're friends . maybe not even one right now cause i dont really want to see you.
let me re-call wht you said to me
" I maybe high,. but i am honest with you. i really hope we can be together but if really want to have a relationship with me. Be in it! Otherwise i got better things to do. I HAVE fishing feeling one you KNOW !! So please make up your mind I'm sick of this :( "
" Okay. Do you think you have the right to say what you just said? What i've dont for you, what have YOU done for me ? "
"Yes of course ! I'm sorry, this is what i feel "
"Dont hate me , put yourself in my shoe, I treated you so well .I dont think i deserve this. sorry "
"Dont worry. I won't. all the best to you . goodbye to someone i really love"
AND so yes goodbye !
2:01 AM -
XOXO esther hwang jimin